A Happiness Seeker

Boys
Some are cheaters
Some are liars
Some like to say bad words
and only few are good ones

Aku memang naif
Aku tak tahu banyak hal
Aku bukan pula orang bisa dibanggakan

But I'm a happiness seeker, hoping to get it from a good person, who can be a good leader, warn me when my way is getting wrong, protect me from bad things, never say rude words to me, a person who always  gives his shoulder to me when life gets hard.

Like an Iron

Hey dear, I told you before that the honey is poisonous.
Honey that promises you of sweetness is just hidden poison.


Just keep away, against your feeling that desires to have it.
No matter what, keep your heart tough and strong like an iron.


Keep your head straight forward. Don't ever look around, seeing others having the honey, whether it is poisonous or not. For you, it's always poisonous.


As I told you, trying to taste honey will make you live like a wheel.
You might begin it with joy but when you reach the top, when you have no control over yourself, even toward your own desire, you will be dump. Your desire will be like a piece of rubbish on a road. You will feel pain dear, you will. And once you try to get up and welcome a new sun shine, you will experience the same. 'Cause you are too special.


So dear, keep away, keep away. 
Keep your heart tough and strong like an iron. 

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It's a shame
I was used to be an outsider
my duties were to observe how funny people are when their attention is stolen by someone
to smile or even to laugh

But now I got my turn,
yet I struggle to deny this weird thing