Throw Me Away

Throw me away to a place no body knows me

Throw me away so that those knowing me will forget my existance

Throw me away so that no one will be embarrassed of my presence

Though being alone is not something i wish.

But fate gave me this!

Throw me away when time is killing me,

When wrinkles are taking over my face,

When fellows are having their babies.

In the Sound of Elegy

Sometimes

I wish to hear sound of elegy

To find a body

With no sense

A face without countenance

No cry or laugh

No tear or smile

No pain or joy

An endless silence of mine

In a pale face, in closed eyes

In the sound of elegy

A Bird with a Broken Wing

In lonesomeness

I realize that i am a bird with a broken wing

I can’t fly as the others do

I build my nest by myself and live it alone

I put a mask on my face, pretending nothing happens, hiding my own feeling when they begin to look down at me for having no one,  those who know NOTHING about me.